as time moves past ruthlessly,
your feelings drown in the silence
staring out the window into the night,
I can’t even form a thought
this world is too difficult
this life too hard to bear
you don’t understand
how your words can hurt me…
just looking for an escape,
but too scared to really do it
I look out towards a future that
it doesn’t even exist
please just stop talking…
I can’t hear you right now
but you’re blind to my emotions
just as I am to yours
maybe I’m being unfair
maybe I’m being inconsiderate
if I’m the one who’s in the wrong
just take me, please…
if I could vanish from this world,
whenever I please,
without hurting you…
I’d do it in a heartbeat, but…
Living as Kohaku 